anyone but me

i all ways wanna be
any one but me
i try to be someone else
but it never seems to work
 i still feel
ugly,unwanted, like i don't belong,but for some reason i stand so strong
i cant seem to find myself among everyone else 
its hard to be your self when your always being judged for who you are
when you have no one to tell you to stay strong or to help you along the way
i makes you lose hope and to stop believing that you even matter .