Is it you I want or me I need?

Is this love, or am I too lonely to see?

Is it you I want or me I need? 

I’ve asked God to lighten my way

To open my mind, to shoulder my pain

I’m always left with this decision of my own

How can I love you but yet feel so alone? 

What is missing? What am I missing? 

Love is just a word, a broken promise

Because although you say you love me 

Your actions speak otherwise

I have wounds that are still open from before 

Is it fair to look to you to help me heal? 

Shouldn’t love heal what’s already been torn? 

Maybe I just don’t love myself, I look in the mirror 

And wish to be someone else

Younger, prettier, no pain or sorrows

Smarter, happier with no regard for tomorrow. 

Maybe that’s it. I look to your love for validation. 

I seek attention from you constantly. 

Which is just a cover up to hide how I feel about me. 

But when I ask myself I always come up empty. 

Or am I just too blind to see if it’s actually you I want 

Or me I need. 

Author's Note

please ignore grammar problems =)

Reviews

[Govind singh]

Omg...that was something I felt on the left part of my chest...thnk u so mch for sharing Ur wonderful thoughts..