June 20A Chapter by Calypso
I finally found my photo for photography. When I went to art therapy my frog had sagged because of the humidity outside. While painting it I realized it kinda looked like a face, a old women face. I was lucky I had my camera with me. I guess in the future I’ll look like a saggy piece of clay.
For breakfast we had a chicken biscuit and fried apples. Janna watched me closely during the whole meal. She said something to me about not cutting up my food as I smashed up my apple slices into small chucks. We had pizza for lunch which sucked. I used to eat a whole pizza in thirty minutes and then run to the bathroom. Dad would chastise me for eating so much so fast but he never realized the real reason the food was coming back up.
If they don’t stop serving us so much fatty foods and carbs then I’ll end up like Mary Jo. Speaking of Mary Jo we have been talking a lot more. She’s angry at the world right now. She blames Bryant’s for causing her to purge. I feel angry at Dad for making me come here.
I received a letter today from Dad. He said in the letter that he was only making me stay here for my health. He also said he was praying for me and so was the other pastors.
words, that’s all it is.
While sitting in art therapy I tried to gag myself by closing off my throat. It only made my stomach hurt, it never made me throw up.
Because I wasn’t able to I just pat attention on my work. As I was painting my figurine I was flooded with memories. Doing craft reminds me of me and my sister’s time in summer church camps. My sister, Morana, was five years older then me so our crafts were always different. I would always come home crying afraid that she did better then me.Morana would calmly explain age difference, but that was hard to understand at eight. My last year ever going to church camp was when I was 10, the year Morana died.
© 2010 Calypso
Added on April 11, 2010
Last Updated on December 30, 2010
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