never there for me

A Poem by vaishnavi

Its a story of past
behaving good with everything
but what happened at last
i was left with nothing

wandering and searching for reason
i got the answer that
'' how much you behave good,
you will get the reflection of bad from the world''

i was left alone in the darkness
with my fear, challenges
and loneliness

i was feeling like an ivy vine
without support
But have decided that
I will be not like an ivy
but like an tree
strong to stand without support

and when i will stand on my feet
i will be free to be me
i will go so far
that no one can reach me
leaving behind fear and tension
friends and family
and that loneliness and difficulty

and then there i will be free
to welcome my further
life
with hands wide apart and
hairs flying with the wind
and that time i will be completely free
leaving behind the time
when nobody was there for me......

-Vaishnavi G.