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I sit here in this desk

And my heart hurts as I reminisce

So many good friends

So many days I didn't want to end

Now I have a shadow of what I had

And it makes me sad

The days just go by in a blur

All my conversations just go buy in a slur

Can't remember things I see

Can't remember what's fake and what's memory

Mother's moved away

Father's gone for most of the day

Hide behind a nod and smile

As my brain travels over hundreds of miles

I think I'm suppose to be happy now

Even though sometimes I forget how

I have a guy that loves me

I don't know if I can love him too you see

So many things go wrong that I don't know what to do

Though I know his feelings for me are true

As I think of one problem here comes another

Like how I lost a guy I viewed as my brother

About how I watched my dog get hit by car

And how a memory leaves a nasty scar

Sometimes I wish I had a birds flight

But for now I'll just continue to fight.

Reviews

[Angel of the devil]

tis beautiful yet sad.....