Desire

F**k everyone
I'm so sad
So alone
I want him bad
I wish I could roam free
I hate myself
I want to stay here in the dark, asleep forever
I want to run away
I want to die
I want to make love under the moonlit sky
But only with him
I wanna kiss his face and hold him in my arms
I wanna cut his skin - his blood on my hands
Around my neck
I want him to hurt me and hold me while I cry
My blood on his hands
Around his neck