This Is It

I'm sorry I let you down,

that I made you choose,

sorry I let you go,

because my heart just can't seem to go on,

if you really loved me,

why would you expect me to love the what's killing me,

walking away from anything hurts,

walking away from you and knowing you weren't going to beg me to stay tore my heart out of my chest and penetrated it with a billion knives,

and for every drop of blood that would cost me,

I've cried three million tears in return,

can't believe I thought you were different,

like drugs would really come second next to me,

but I guess I was wrong,

because you're sitting in my exboyfriend's bedroom,

just taking another hit,

and for the rest of the year I'll be sitting here crying,

yet still that isn't the worst,

because if you were to say you just needed to realize you couldn't live without me,

I'd believe every word,

hold you close,

and take you back.

Author's Note

this one is really bad. probably the intensity of depression is blocking my words.

Reviews

[abby.]

taylor..im sorry to hear that. if u need a hug im here k?

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