Can't Love You

March 4th   can’t love you

I wanna tell you how you add to my life and

How you make the weight i carry feel light and

How you make me better.

I wanna tell you that i’ll be honest with you all the time and

You’ll never have to worry about if my heart is with you and

Promise you that i will make you better.

really deep down i wanna sit close to her and feel her motherliness

I stop myself

sometimes  i still try but she sits there cold and shows me every time how much she really doesn't care. How far she’s not here.  

he tricks me into forgiving him, loving him like i’m a toddler again

and then he makes me regret it

this is why i can’t love you, and it has nothing to do with anything you have done.