allowing the blood to rise to the surface of the skin
wherein we fight the urge to take flight
blue skies can’t hold us in
...tact
tight the way our fists hold fast
black and white
the way we run away
and then turn around to orchestrate a collide
and sometimes we miss
but when we run
everything turns gray
and we’ll knock our heads against
come what may
maybe we won’t even think to remember
each hand on the other’s face
it’s not like it mattered
not like it meant very much of anything at all
to anyone
it’s not like i’ll miss you
it’s not vice versa
when our faces came first
and it’s not like there was anything we could do to stop it
eventually all this blind running will stop on its own
we’ll hold on
for the briefest of moments
we’ll overlap our endeavors
really? our love is forever and ever and ever
or at least until you remember my name
so i’ll wait here for ever and ever
but you never came
and i got tired of waiting
i got tired of staying the same
so let’s turn around and take off again
running in circles and talking about means to the end
pouring over books and pondering questions
place our minds in separate places
running and running until
we
break
down again
i’ve never had these thoughts before
surfacing like blood under skin
and right here, in this place
things make sense
don’t make a scene
you’ve got things to do
and i’ve got nervous energy
just got enough rope to weave your own fence
we’ll succeed somehow
we’re young but we’re we
no one in the world has ever done this before
no, not this
but who are we
who is this unit of flesh and eyesight
this reference to words and sunlight
who are we?
we are running
our moment is over
- we had different answers
our hands are detached, we’re running
in the black and white and gray
we’re alone, but we’re okay
gathering blue on the corners of our bodies
where we caught edges of the other eternal runners
caught little puddles of blood beneath our skin
pressing down with pins
pinning down the causes of our velocity
critical to our understanding
we are we
and who is anyone to disagree
but what proof do we have
tangible in the palms of our hands
they hold nothing
not water
nor sky nor skin
how do we know
the answer, of course, is in
allowing the blood to rise to the surface of the skin