Courtney : Writing

All the same.

All the same.

A Poem by Courtney


maIve been here before, ive seen similar curtains.You almost have the same door, my hand prints are on the door knob.Your walls are the small color as..
you.

you.

A Poem by Courtney


It all looks so distorted.My face, my body, my soul.I can't recognize my reflection,the mirror shows something else.My body is bigger now, filled with..
stuck.

stuck.

A Poem by Courtney


I can see everyone else around me moving, but I can't.I can see everyone else around me breathing, but I can't.I watch everyone feel full of life, ful..
numb

numb

A Poem by Courtney


There is nothing left inside of me.when I felt too full, I wish I felt less.Now I feel less than less.A kind of less that makes me wish I felt anythin..
untitled

untitled

A Poem by Courtney


I feel so small lying next to you.The bed is so big, filled with crumbled emotions.The blankets swallow all the thoughts I want to say to you,the pill..
you

you

A Poem by Courtney


You swallow me whole, and then ask why im not more confident. You suffocate me in your words, then wonder why I cant breathe. You tie ro..
Pretending

Pretending

A Poem by Courtney


I stare into your eyes, and pretend you’re looking back and seeing stars. I stare at your body, and pretend you’re looking back and..