mercystateofmind : Writing

When I drink

When I drink

A Story by mercystateofmind


I wake up and I realize I have another day of life. I have the opportunity to make the necessary changes to become a better person. The potential can ..
happy valentines day tiffany

happy valentines day tiffany

A Story by mercystateofmind


When I started to write this, everything was fine. Circumstances have hurt you, and I wish we didn’t have to work so I can cheer you up. I wro..
Tiffany

Tiffany

A Story by mercystateofmind


When I was 15 turning 16 I was introduced to a girl named Tiffany who would become, in her own way, my high school sweetheart. Our first convo laste..
I just......

I just......

A Story by mercystateofmind


I must deal with a permanent disorder that is consistently surfacing whenever it damn well pleases. This disorder mixed with a horrible past makes m..
72 hours

72 hours

A Poem by mercystateofmind


It’s been 72 hours. We could never go longer than 2 hours without talking. We could hate each other to the core at that moment, but we couldn&..
Could it be?

Could it be?

A Poem by mercystateofmind


Could it be that I’m too damaged to be in a loving relationship? Could it be the molestation I suffered for years as a child leaving me..
The guilt of doing better

The guilt of doing better

A Story by mercystateofmind


The worst part about finally being ahead of your dark stage has to be people telling you how it was just a phase. How the depression you suffered is..
Tormented Soul

Tormented Soul

A Story by mercystateofmind


Life with a mental disorder
The Beauty of Insignificance

The Beauty of Insignificance

A Story by mercystateofmind


There is nothing about me that will be concrete till the end of time. There is nothing about me that will travel t..
love and hate

love and hate

A Story by mercystateofmind


I have spent over two years growing this hatred that festers within my soul. The anger created by someone I have loved..