midnight reaper : Writing

Trying to Understand

Trying to Understand

A Poem by midnight reaper


Trying to understand where I went wrongEverything seems to be patternsThe patterns of addictionThe patterns of paralysisTrying to understand where it ..
In a Daze In a Haze

In a Daze In a Haze

A Poem by midnight reaper


I'm lostin a dazesay your prayersin a hazegods have leftI'm lostTrying to gripTrying to rememberI'm lostAnd is it ever ok?Cut yourself to feelAnd can ..
Test Me

Test Me

A Poem by midnight reaper


Test me, you know how this endsFight me, you will pay the priceKill me, I will suffocate youYour an animalRage in your eyesYou fight yourselfLet me in..
Again

Again

A Poem by midnight reaper


Scratching at your throatSlit your wristsIt's happening, againRelapseOh noPeeling the skinKnife to your throatTesting yourself, againRelapseOh noTears..
Something in the way

Something in the way

A Poem by midnight reaper


Something in the waySomething blocking the passage wayCan't breatheCan't standAnd it's all for nothingAnd with all the pain feltalone, crying, demente..
All I want

All I want

A Poem by midnight reaper


All I want is youTouch you, feel youOh can you screamScream when I desecrate youScream when I play with youPlay with your corpsesay your last goodbyes..
Numb again

Numb again

A Poem by midnight reaper


Numb again, what a surpriseWaking up feeling six feet underCan't stand being soberTelling myself that it's fineWrapped in my cocoonWith no where to go..
Oh Mother

Oh Mother

A Poem by midnight reaper


Oh mother where may you be please catch me in your armsOh i'm afraid of the world outside of mineOh mother where may you be im not preparedNot prepare..
Lost

Lost

A Poem by midnight reaper


I'm lostIn a dazeIn a hazeI'm lostTrying to gripTrying to rememberI'm lostAnd is it ever ok?And can I ever feel?So lost in everythingSo empty inside n..
Cancer

Cancer

A Poem by midnight reaper


Everyone has their cancerDeep within it burnsIt creeps to the surface in any way it canIt singes the ego and soulTo know how heavy you are on others i..