Like a drug

Not my best... I think it needs some editing :/

You cross my mind

every single day

But you ignore the hell outta me

Would you please

Come out to play?

I think about you constantly

Images of us 

Flood my head

You're so unattainable 

But I can't stop thinking about you

Every single day

I felt the "high" when I was with you

But you made me cry 

That's the truth

When I'm running on the treadmill

Or when I'm driving on the road

Of course

You'll pop in my head

Oh, dear god, no.

You're never there when I wanna talk

I just wanna talk

Is that so hard?

I guess so

Sorry, I didn't mean to bombard.

Your brown eyes line my brain

Your brown hair 

While simple and plain

doesn't want to leave my mind

Anything else I try to do, 

I can't leave your image behind

I swear I fell for you 

The day we started to talk

I guess my heart

Is just gonna need some caulk

I try to get through to you

It just doesn't work

It's like you're so aloof

and it drives me berserk

Do I have to let you go so soon?

I keep trying to figure out ways to get more of you

I thought we were just getting to know each other

Oh, but I can't have you all the time

You're no good for my health

Hold on, I need to be by myself

We should know each other better

Oh, you have to go?

I guess it's only fair

I know I'm impossible to be with

I know I'm high maintenance

You don't even need a reason

Go ahead and leave

I don't care

POOF

Where'd you go?

You burst into thin air

I shoot up from my pillow

Oh, I guess that was a dream

As I put my hair up in a bun, I wonder: 

What did it mean?

Do you know

How much it hurts

when I say "I love you" 

but you don't say it back?

Your love is like a drug to me

Your love is like crack

Something I NEED

Something I crave

It's why I think about you

All damn day

I wish you weren't so addictive

I wish you weren't such a drug

You slow my brain functions 

It's like

Ugh,

I needa stop going to my plug!

I'm so angry at myself

Because of how much I love you

But I can't let you go

It just... pains me so bad

But how can I be hurt over something

That I never really had?

Author's Note

This was intended to be random at first... then someone (I'm not gonna say who) texted me, and it like, completely broke me, so half-way through the poem, I actually started to put my heart and thoughts into it. I'd like to know y'all's thoughts. Sorry, Barleygirl, I know how you're gonna feel about this.

Reviews

[Moth Phoenix]

I love the way this is written, great job again!!
I'm really liking your writing. I completely understand that feeling. It has plagued me more than once *eye roll*
LOL :)

[Nix is typing...]

Lol, I'm glad you could relate!! Thank you for your review!!!