I somehow forgive you

After a near death experience I was forced to leave the love of my life for 45 days surrounded by dark drug fueled manipulators.. The most painful things I have ever known..

You made my worst thoughts,fears,and dreams come true...but I forgive you ..did I choose to??? I left my one true love my soul with you to go get well ..for not just me..her,.. Even you...Choosing me to do the work we all needed to do ...I forgive you.. I left all that is me behind enemy lines, so wounded I couldn't walk I was on the break of knock knock knock .. Of that door of no more ...I begged of you to please watch out for her keep a close eye.... You looked straight at me and insisted not to worry ...u took her Fragile and alone Used it for ur own ...twisted her mind ripped her soul inside morals to ...but i forgive you ..She was there for dark angels you and them to poison to ... I forgive you ...years later I'm still in disbelief just how u turned her out and how u can even sleep ? But guess what ? Its not my choice but i truly somehow ...forgive you

Reviews

[Lacuna Badtz]

There is a lot of emotions being lived out in this poem. I can really feel your sadness and anger. I do applaud you for being able to forgive someone who has brought so much negativity into your life. It shows you take each moment that comes at you with maturity. Great job :)

[Tegon Maus]

I enjoyed this Ray... it sounded like a break up beacuse of drug use with a child involved and your partner posined her mind against you... now that you're better. At least the way it struck me. A good write by any measure.

[Sami Khalil]

That was so noble from you to do. A very good write...:).............

[Rayree Parker]

Thank-you ....! to be honest i dont feel like it was my will, who after more tears than i thought were even possible to come out of one person in a 24 hr period that responded when everything inside of me wanted nothing more than to react, i responded with love and forgiveness for some reason.?? thank-you for taking the time to read and review im still really uneasy bout sharing this for some reason ...cheers

[Sami Khalil]

My pleasure...You are welcome...:)............

[Essa G]

Really powerful words, a good message. Everyone goes through hard times, too, you've really reached out with your words and connected!

[Rayree Parker]

Wow Ty Essa.. I was really Leary to poast it at all... But something told me that it might reach the right person and change there perspective on something and change things forever as writing this did for me .. Thank you for taking time to read it , ur beatuiful comment & most of all cor truly a getting it can't tell u in words how that makes my heart feel Ty :)

[Rayree Parker]

This was the most painful time in my entire life ..I wrote this in 2009 and I feel if I didn't get those words on paper I would be a very very different person today.