I somehow forgive you

I somehow forgive you

A Poem by Rayree Parker
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After a near death experience I was forced to leave the love of my life for 45 days surrounded by dark drug fueled manipulators.. The most painful things I have ever known..

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You made my worst thoughts,fears,and dreams come true...but I forgive you ..did I choose to??? I left my one true love my soul with you to go get well ..for not just me..her,.. Even you...Choosing me to do the work we all needed to do ...I forgive you.. I left all that is me behind enemy lines, so wounded I couldn't walk I was on the break of knock knock knock .. Of that door of no more ...I begged of you to please watch out for her keep a close eye.... You looked straight at me and insisted not to worry ...u took her Fragile and alone Used it for ur own ...twisted her mind ripped her soul inside morals to ...but i forgive you ..She was there for dark angels you and them to poison to ... I forgive you ...years later I'm still in disbelief just how u turned her out and how u can even sleep ? But guess what ? Its not my choice but i truly somehow ...forgive you

© 2013 Rayree Parker


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There is a lot of emotions being lived out in this poem. I can really feel your sadness and anger. I do applaud you for being able to forgive someone who has brought so much negativity into your life. It shows you take each moment that comes at you with maturity. Great job :)

Posted 5 Years Ago


I enjoyed this Ray... it sounded like a break up beacuse of drug use with a child involved and your partner posined her mind against you... now that you're better. At least the way it struck me. A good write by any measure.

Posted 5 Years Ago


That was so noble from you to do. A very good write...:).............

Posted 5 Years Ago


Rayree Parker

5 Years Ago

Thank-you ....! to be honest i dont feel like it was my will, who after more tears than i thought we.. read more
Sami Khalil

5 Years Ago

My pleasure...You are welcome...:)............
Really powerful words, a good message. Everyone goes through hard times, too, you've really reached out with your words and connected!

Posted 6 Years Ago


Rayree Parker

6 Years Ago

Wow Ty Essa.. I was really Leary to poast it at all... But something told me that it might reach the.. read more
This was the most painful time in my entire life ..I wrote this in 2009 and I feel if I didn't get those words on paper I would be a very very different person today.

Posted 6 Years Ago



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Rayree Parker
Rayree Parker

the coast that shall not be named.... , CA



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