nice

an endless exdisy when she holds me

under a spell called beauty

she is my blessing and my curse

she is my anti drug but at the same time she is my natural high

but those misleading lips make it impossible for my heart to thrive but still 

i need her just to get by

i stare at the moon while my heart withers and dies

this is just a nightmare so i open my eyes

the toxic radiation only known as

you and everything you stand for

that kiss of unfulfilled dreams to have and to hold

that is what you said but i will dig a grave tonight as i go to bed