It broke and there’s no fixing it

You’re so charismatic. 


You make all of these girls fall for you and then you drop them like its nothing.

Just move on to the next one like none of it ever happened. 


I spent 8 years of my life completely devoted to you. 


I spent most of that time feeling unrequited. 


Unwanted. 


Unlovable. 


Disgusting. 


Mean… 


Everything but what I should have felt.


How dare you. 


How dare you sit there and talk to me about the woman you had an affair with.

How dare you tell me how she treated you. 


How much you wanted to be with her.


How she doesn’t want to be with you.


How all you have wanted all of these years was for her to tell you she was ready to leave them. 


To run away and start a life with you.


How dare you tell me that all you wanted to hear was that she wanted to marry you. 


How she made you feel worthless. 


I know that feeling, all too well. 

How f*****g dare you tell me that you told Ari about “Vanessa"


How could you not know what you’re doing to me?


How could you not know….