Thats it! No MORE

How I felt in a moment of reckoning and anger.

That’s it! NO MORE

 No more. I’m tired … 

I’m tired of being just that sweet girl, sweet nice.. 

No difference all the same

 it’s not wonderful it’s boring.

So that’s it 

I’m going numb 

I’m locking up. I’m chaining down.

 I’m blowing up the beauty. 

No more sweet

 I’m going to make a disaster.

I want to be the one chased after.

 I want to be the one that completes you .

 I want to be that unfailing backup. 

To be copilots on life’s mission.

 I want to Carve our names on a tree together.

But that’s all the same,

 I’m just that sweet girl, 

that sweet take advantage of, 

disregarded,

 leave out for the vultures, 

You know the one

Run your fingers over my heart then rip it out

 kinda sweet girl… 

If love can’t last I don’t want pain from a past.

 Blow up,

 make noise

 even sound the alarm. 

It’s time to lock down the doors. 

BEING SWEET 

is no longer your chore.

 Let it out don’t give a f*ck, 

save yourself.

 This time I’m down for the count. 

This is my last round. 

I am only a noun. 

RELEASE the hounds. 

Dig a six foot secret passage underground.