Rose and Palm

Rose and Palm

A Poem by Abigale LeCavalier




Rose and Palm

I find it impossible

to be complacent

when not being listened too,

or even heard.


It makes me

wither like a rose

half past it’s prime,

shrink into a small brown ball,

dropping petals

on someone else’s



Even after watering.


Because I‘ve already died once.


But I guess I’m at least

partially to blame for that.


I am my mothers daughter

after all.


So in frustration

I scream

for my life,

the one I feel

I never had.


With the realization

that I was never really born

until this year,

and I guess that’s what I should

have expected.


I mourn it for nothing,

as if it were ever



Yet that knowing

does not take


of the pain away.


I feel walked on

and shut out.


And I have been called “irrational,”

by the brightest

star in the sky.


All because I carved my life

on the palms

of my open hands.

© 2010 Abigale LeCavalier

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Added on December 5, 2009
Last Updated on August 30, 2010
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