My Mind

Caught up in total darkness,

called my mind,

my thoughts are like a black whole,

i cant escape myself,

my thoughts are controlling me,

along with the voices,

i cant seem to control them,

no matter how hard i try,

they tell me to hurt myself,

they talk to me like i am nothing,

they tell me what i truely am,

a worthless, fat, piece of nothing,

i try not to beleive them,

not to listen to them,

but i know deep down that there right,

it's a constant battle between my mind and myself,

my mind always wins,

so yet i still stay,

caught up in total darkness called my mind.

 

Reviews

[Melinda Weber]

I felt like i could relate, as i suffer from massive anxiety. It can totally ruin your life, but everything in this world is min over matter, and in the end the good you will conquer the bad :) It's so exhausting to argue with yourself. Keep expressing through writing, good read.