love sucks

You make me act stupid.

I hate you for that

as much as i have avoided you

your memory still creeps in my mind

slowly eating up the tissue of my heart

 

i do not know if in the time i lived if i managed to

lift a mask

or if i ever felt the love i claimed

 

even if it is useless to bind myself to ones who

will eventually flee like dust

i know that the touch of your eyes

will persue me until our eyes shall meet again

 

even if i know that you don't give a s**t.