First Heart break Part 1

First Heart break Part 1

A Poem by Ahleen Embel
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This story about my first teenage love story.

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What is Love?

Maybe i was young and i didn't knew then.
He said' you are so beautiful'
i fall for this sweet words
i never knew that motives behide this words.
This sweet messages and love notes he sent to me
He said 'he loves my body'
i though that was love being a teenager we don't know whats real love.
Being the romantic type of a guy i fall in-love but he wasn't in-love with me at all.

Years has passed then his attitude changed towards me.
i always end up blaming myself maybe i wasn't good enough.
I was in love with him?
was he in love with me, am not sure now?
I cried because i gave him too much of myself and my affections.

I felt something he was not telling me, i felt it in my bones.
i just wanna forgot maybe am over thinking the situation.
But deep down i know something i will find out soon nor later.

Then i got the surprise of my life, he cheated on me and got some other girl pregnant.
My world was crashed right in front of my face.
The guy i dated since 19 till i was 23 ?
All the why?what?when?
Unanswered questions.

This was a dream that i didn't wanna wake up from.
The nightmare and i didn't wanted to believe at all.
he said' it was a mistake?
but my heart was broken into millions of pieces hard to glue back again,
i was sheathed beyond repair. 

No other men can break a broken hearted Woman again,
once broken its broken beyond repair.

Has time passed and time has surely healed my heart.
i have moved on with life
Life has a way to teach you lessons and i have learnt mine,
Did you learnt yours?

© 2018 Ahleen Embel


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Added on April 25, 2018
Last Updated on April 25, 2018
Tags: Love, Teenagers, Lovers, Lessons

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Ahleen Embel
Ahleen Embel

Port Moresby, Papua New Guinea, Papua New Guinea



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Hi. My name is Ahleen Embel i love writing short stories about life experience from actual facts and imagination going wild a little. more..

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