Feel

What I feel is always under question

I feel uninspired
Like at a job, waiting to get fired.
I feel undesired
Like breathing, yet on a pyre.

I feel unhappy
Like a child in an adult store
I feel outdated
Like an empty folk lore

I feel corrupted
Like the mind of a 5 year old
I feel uncelebrated
Like a birthdate of someone unknown

I fear happy
I fear sad
I don't fear my life...
I like it unplanned