Look In My Eyes

Look in my eyes, tell me what you see?
Trying my hardest to blend into socity.
The sound of my glass heart aching.
slowly it is finally breaking.
all the names they make me numb.
Im not stupid, im not dumb
I cant feel pain.
no longer the least bit sain
exhausted, fragile. weak
cant even find the streingth to speak.
collapsed on the floor
i cant take it anymore
scared to live my life.
can it be solved wtih the edge of my knife?