Next Time Would be “Better”A Story by Amata LunaPerfection comes with practice but you only know it through pain.
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2011/05/01
It was that P.E morning that I felt crying was inevitable. However, with enough encouragement from people and my “other half”(which is my more sensible side, actually :)), I successfully didn’t’ shed a tear for such foolishness and reluctance to do something like properly tossing a ball. Even as a young child I can’t
consider myself sporty or somehow of the like. I tried badminton and I swing
the shuttlecock sideways no one can catch it. I tried basketball for once but
because I’m a girl with asthma a quarter run feels like agony. I really did try sports but it seems that
sports just don’t love me. I stopped trying then. I was simply frustrated
because I watched kids my age play and giggle without hastening to catch their
breath because of some form of illness. I’m frustrated to see my doctor as
regular as my nursery class and it pains to know that I have to endure
everything right now. Not that I haven’t learned anything. It’s just that I think I’ve been weak for not trying. I was cured from asthma when I was seven but since I haven’t enjoyed the luxuries of playing as a child, except being surrounded with books, papers and pen that brought me to where I am now, I never tried once again to play with anything as sporty that you have to run or walk a mile or be fast to catch the ball because I’ll soon heave my chest to catch a precious breathe. But now that I’m in my second
year of being college, I feel the necessity of knowing at least one sport. We’re studying volleyball and whew! I really
don’t think I can pass the subject. It’s either I can’t catch the ball, I
served wrong, I hit it too fast or I hit it too slow. I don’t even know before that my shoulders are weak since
I pretty carry heavy things. Of course that was when after I got myself back
again from any illness. I’m pretty sure some people are laughing at me. That’s
the anxiousness of someone who hasn’t been into any sport since she was young.
The mere fact that I would rather play mind games frustrated me since I
thought: what’s the use of sharpening your brains if you cannot act with it? Really, I’m not a person that you
can call to be sporty. But I accept losing wholeheartedly. I’ve said once when
someone asked me why I can’t do it even though people teach me “it’s just that
I’m willing to learn but not all teachers are willing to teach me”. I don’t
speak about teachers with the degree and so on and so forth; though in part
some of them who teach me are. It’s that experience that when they see how poor
I play; it’s either I’ll be discourage with their attitude towards me or that
they would tell me to quit. And then I’ll shrink back and I’ll do just that:
QUIT. I’m not very good at everything I do but I try my best to be. Maybe I may not learn as easy as I may if I’m a child, but at least I did try. Perfection comes with practice but you only know it through pain. Lesson learned: NEVER QUIT. Because surely, next time would be better. © 2012 Amata LunaFeatured Review
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StatsAuthorAmata LunaAboutI write when something brings me to it. I write when somebody pushes me into it. I write when things are sad and when things are not. I write when I'm inspired. To inspire, I write. To share is to wri.. more..Writing
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