"Dimmed"

This is just the best that I can be, I'm sorry if it's never enough.

Look at me, you see nothing

Speak of my name- spit no word

Play my songs, tunes won't accord

Lose it all, my pride's degrading

I'm austere, greatly dysfunctional

Not a spark, rather a bright rust

Bliss on the spot, I normally bust

Madness is a friend,sadness is substantial

They look down on my sky

Simply wading my bottomless sea

I spread my wings, not a gust to carry me

Flopping alone, when the rest's already high

These are my feet, my pace is static

Vague existence, visible in blind eyes

Numb hearts are what I entice

Don't waste on me,my time is quick

Author's Note

Thanks