Falling

journal

As the time runs and the world grows, she sees only herself lagging behind and she writes down the words trickling inside her like a mass of jagged shards. “Everybody falls in love out of the blue.” She begins. “I believe people fall in love in different ways, yes? Some fall in love when they’re lonely, some fall in love after lust. Some fall in love hastily, some fall in love accidentally; some stupidly and some cautiously. There are those who can fall in love in a mysterious way or in an outward way, while I’m falling in love in the most unconventional way even I, myself can’t imagine. So my feelings�"raw and tender�"struggle to fit in. All at once, my feelings are watching and waiting to be recognized, to be understood and most of all to be deemed possible.”