This Girl

She drives me crazy. God I love her. Here we go again

This girl

This damn girl

Playing with my heart

Surprisingly gentle

She proposes

Before we even have a first date

Still teenagers 

Just turns and says without ceremony

"Will you marry me?"

Of course she's joking

Of course

Still I say yes

No ring 

No promises

Still I linger a little longer 

To picture myself in a white gown

To stare at towering cakes

Fast forward two or so years

Still can't tell exactly what we are

Starting to give up

That we might be real

Till today

When she turns

Just like that first day

And says just as plain and simple

"Let's go to Hawaii"

Run away right now

The two of us

A couple of plane tickets 

A single hotel room

One bed

It's insane

We're adults now

But still teenagers

We've only known this town

Still I indulge her

Do a little searching

Find some flights and some hotels

And I realize

That she's pulling me right back in

Author's Note

Still can't right endings. Dealing with tenses is always fun and it may be all messed up. I hope it makes some sense.