My Monster

My Monster

A Story by Analae
"

This is a musing that I had. I think it fits with most of us.

"
Detached.
I sit and wait. I watch as the world passes before my eyes. I wonder, ponder curiously. Why do I see them, but they don't truly see me. I judge and weigh as I sit. I wonder, chaos, how much fun it would be to play.

A growl, a yip, a pounce. Funny, oh, how what I feel must be hidden away. My place isn't your play, nor it is "acceptable." So a slight smile, a shake of my head, and another smile.

I often wonder if I am a monster, if you could see inside my head. A monster with a friendly smile. I claim to be a monster but only because I understand my darkness.

A person, a half soul,, alone. My second side is my smile, the light in my eyes, my joy.

My monster hides behind myself. Fluffy furry...loving. On the other hand possessive, aggressive... a murderer. Sharing the same body, soul...smile.

One is love, the other compassion.
One is anger, the other understanding.
One is aggression, the other protection.
One...yes, one is my monster, the other my soul.
One is my heart, the other my mind.
One is a beast...but...
Humanity...that's my monster.

© 2010 Analae


Author's Note

Analae
Please ignore the grammar.

My Review

Would you like to review this Story?
Login | Register




Request Read Request
Add to Library My Library
Subscribe Subscribe

Advertise Here
Want to advertise here? Get started for as little as $5

Stats

331 Views
Added on March 2, 2010
Last Updated on March 2, 2010

Author

Analae
Analae

Sumter, SC



About
I love to write. I have a lot of new ideas and have found a few of my ideas to have taken a darker turn. I have moved from doing poetry to doing more along the story lines. I have been updating a l.. more..

Writing
Break Break

A Chapter by Analae


Chapter 1 Chapter 1

A Chapter by Analae