El Amor es El Muerte

Had a feeling andddd there it goes. Sorry, the ending gets pretty bad.

These feelings, I can't seem to escape.

They're always here, suffocating me.

"You're unwanted," they tell me.

These voices in my head, are my own.

"Just disappear," they quietly whisper to me.

Every day is a battle, and every day I am prepared to lose.

Each day gets easier to breathe, then harder again.

I'm on a roller coaster that never seems to end.

"Hold on, stay strong," the angel whispers to the weak.

Don't they know how hard I try?

The key is to keep him away, because he is the key to my pain.

Knowing you weren't worth the truth, is an awful feeling.

I hold these feelings in, because no one understands.

I feel like I am about to explode, at the mercy of my own hand.

Thinking is my enemy, and I'm often left alone with my thoughts.

Work, work work, to keep the demons away.

Reviews

[Nusquam Esse]

El Amor tranquilo, quieres mi muertes.
Sorry for the poor Spanish, but I couldn't resist after seeing the title. We all stuggle to keep our demons at bay, best of luck to us all aye?

[Angel With A Shotgun]

I'm only learning Spanish, so it's okay! But yes, best of luck to us all.

[Nusquam Esse]

Spanish is my third language, and my worse one. I am not as good at grammar as I would like, and since I learned it hanging around with people who lived in slums, I didn't exactly learn the sort of Spanish you would want to use with ambassadors...

[Angel With A Shotgun]

Ohh, what is your second language? I started learning French, but then jumped into Spanish. I'd like to learn French fluently though, once I learn Spanish.

[Nusquam Esse]

Japanese, I can read it fluently at about the same speed as English, although since I rarely get a chance to talk to people in it, I am not as fluid as I would like when speaking.

[Angel With A Shotgun]

Ohh, interesting.