Frozen

Sadness and heart breaking

Feels Like Something Is

Frozen Deep Inside: 

Sitting Alone In a Dark room

Thinking of ways to escape

the loneliness 

that one can't bare. 

Seeing Someone she loves

Leave then come back, 

then leave thinking

She'll never see him again. 

Makes everything feel

like something is Frozen 

Deep inside her. 

She just wants to scream

how she feels about the situation

but her heart is frozen

frozen of fear mostly

What will he think of her? 

if she tells him 

that she doesn't want him to 

go. 

She believes he will say

she is rational she is being 

selfish maybe but she has never

done this before.

The abuse of past relationships 

made everything feel like she

was frozen deep down inside

so now she doesn't know

if she shall 

say what she wants

without.

It being twisted around

and stated that

she is being selfish

and greedy. 

She wants best for him

but at the same time

she never truly gets what she

wants when she is with someone

they always get what they want.

So she allows her heart to be shut

down to be frozen 

and not say why she doesn't want him to go

always says no to him and not explaining 

why,

Soon she would lay down in the

bed her heart feels like it is frozen

and soon as she rests

by morning she will not awaken. 

Author's Note

depression, sadness and more