Goodbye

A work of fiction with elements of truthfulness

Are you looking, noticing
your best friend crying at night into her pillow?
Yea, its because of you.
But, you don't care about her
do you?
Yet she cares about you.
Lately,
you've pushed her away
into a small dark corner.
shes gone into depression
but that doesn't matter
all that matters is your “broken heart”.
shes tried to help
but you just pushed her away.
So you can treat her like s**t?
I dont think so.
Maybe if you talked to her and gave her some time
she would help you get over that broken heart.
She does everything for you
and trys so much for you just to see you smile
but you won't for her.
Why?
You smiled for other people
shes seen and known for a while
You b***h.
You self centered b***h.
You self centered no good b***h.
I wonder how long it will be until she disappears
from your life,
from everything to do with you.
You wouldn't see it coming
because you were too into yourself,
because you weren't paying attention.
Maybe she might even think about disappearing from life.
What do you think about that?
Don't cry, this isn't about you and your fake tears.
I hate you.
She hates you.
Don't ask how I know, but I know.
I know how after school she cries into her pillow
because you ignore her
and then she plans how she can get you to talk to her the next day.
If you told her to help
she would do whatever it could to make you feel better.
I bet she would even give up her happiness for you
Yet, you keep her in that corner.
Its so dark.
I’m all alone.
Soon,
shes going to break
its going to be your fault
or
shes going to blow up on you
its going to be your fault.
You are hurting her in so many ways,
but as long as you're safe in your box
it doesn't matter.
I can already see the cracks
forming on her skin.
Those cracks are forming because of you
Pay attention.
Dont ignore her.
Pay attention.
At least pay attention long enough
to see that you made your best friend
break into a million tiny pieces.
But
That would be too generous of you.
I’m sorry for taking up your time.
Good bye.
I dont want to be in your corner anymore,
so, this is my goodbye.
Your corner hurts
and I don't like being used when needed
and then being thrown back in the darkness when you don't need me.
I’m crying right now,
I didn't realize how hard this was
but this was easier than anything with you.
I love you.
but you hurt me
and you don't pay attention.
I’m a glass doll.
You have to take care of me and be careful
or I just might break and never return.
“Best friend”.
No.
That name hurt too much with you.
I love you.
Thank you for everything up until now.
Good bye.

Author's Note

Me and my friend are no longer friends, can you tell why?