Turmoil

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of confusion 

I can't separate reality and illusion

My emotions are rampant and run awry 

I don't know whether to laugh or cry 

Am I feeling to much or nothing at all

I don't know so I continue to stall

Time flies by and I start to lose heart 

I feel my hope start to fall apart

One can only have so much to handle

The flame starts to consume the candle

I've been strung along

For far to long

It's seems like things will never change 

I feel like we're becoming estranged 

That feeling causes me so much pain 

I don't want this all to be in vain

Where do we go from this impasse 

I'm tired of treading on glass

I'm going crazy here waiting 

My fear is slowly inflating

My head and heart in a whirl 

Everything starts to mix and swirl 

I can't make sense of it and I feel so lost

I've persevered but at what cost?