Feel Right

When I look at you, I wish so many things

So many things I know will never be

I am aware you do not really see

That when I kiss you I dream

I dream like a schoolgirl with her first crush

Within my black skin I blush

It doesn't feel right that I should feel this way

About a man, I do not see everyday or every month

Oh, the years will soon become few and it still feels new

When you enter into my receiving, body so close to my womb�

It is you and your deliverance

When you are pleased and you smile at me

I want more

Can you see thoroughly my needs?

You have barely touched my fervid flesh

Nor kissed and hugged me as much

Has the scent of my soft moist skin even set in?

So that in the morning you can sniff at the beauty, you began

And ended with you

The idyll light that sparkles in my eyes

I am saddened

I am not satisfied

It is tears lapping against my eyeballs

Blatant stare because I will not blink

I do not want you to see me cry

I do not want you to think

I just want you to know it doesn't feel right leeching to the dream

The more I dream the stranger you become

� J.L. Davenport 2007 'Pen Leakage', Purchase Now.