Lost among MoralsA Poem by Lauren ApplegroveSomething I thought a lot about as a kid.I used to read stories of legends. Stories Of the heroes of old saving the day. Defying death, using their power for good And always making the right choices. I never thought I could be one. I never thought of myself as someone deserving of power. As someone who could make the right choice. When I was young, My brother would make me the bad guy In all of our games And I would play along. When I got to be a good guy I was the sidekick . When I was a kid My mother would tell me about all the good people of the world. And that there were bad ones too, And I wondered if I was a bad guy. I didn’t want to be bad But I could never do the right things, And there was always this part of me that wanted to do something bad. I came to love redemption To believe that the bad could be saved. All they had to do was want to be good And it could happen. I came to love monsters And the creatures that people would hate. I would imagine myself as a monster the hero would find And between killing and dying, He would chose to save me, And I would fight at his side. I kept waiting To be someone’s tool In fixing the world. And believed that I could only ever be a tool It was the only way I could help. But I never met my hero Instead I found monsters Even worse than me. And I realized No one else is going to save the world, So I might as well try. © 2018 Lauren Applegrove |
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Added on November 30, 2018 Last Updated on November 30, 2018 Tags: hope, stories, free verse Author
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