He's yours

“He’s not mine,

He’s yours

Not mine to love,

He’s yours

Not mine to kiss,

He’s yours

He's yours...”

....

i have founded

it

for the first time

but it is not meant 

for me 

to feel

 jealousy rippled

made my heart wrenched

made my eyes drenched

made my chest heaved 

made me feel lest than me

she said it 

you are her's 

not mine 

not mine

not mine

never will be mine

i felt numb

i accepted her words

like a 

drunkard fool,

unconsciously 

and pathetically 

i held you once in my fingertips

but it's time for me

to open my palms

and let you go 

drifted 

in the wind