Rainy Day

Rainy Day

A Poem by Ashley White
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This is just the way I feel and I am sorry if you all disagree with me.

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Eyes stained;

A life not lived;

Rain falling down;

Washing my sins;

A smile so fake its almost beautiful;

That razor kissed me one to many nights;

It's presence I am oblivious to;

Silver thread;

Infiltrating my skin;

Slithering into my vein;

A rush so real;

Yet it makes a mask so fake;

Ugly face;

Black and blue;

Make up un deserved;

I deserve the scars;

Running in the rain;

With a lullaby in mind;

I lie everywhere;

Asking whataya want from me;

Lifeless-sleepwalking;

Begging someone to rescue me...

© 2014 Ashley White


Author's Note

Ashley White
This is a poem from my Google+ Page..I was upset and still am....

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I thought it was great! No judgment here. Ever! Keep on rocking!

Posted 6 Years Ago


This is amazing poem keep up the great work i can't wait to read more

Posted 6 Years Ago


Ashley White

6 Years Ago

Thank you my friend for the lovely comment
melissa

6 Years Ago

You're welcome
Wow. I'm right there in this moment with you. The language is emotive and interesting. The pacing/line breaks are really well done and lend a sort of frantic atmosphere. I hope whatever was bothering you has worked itself out! Great write!

Posted 6 Years Ago


Ashley White

6 Years Ago

Thank you my friend :D
"Lifeless-sleepwalking;
Begging someone to rescue me..."
I have been saved many times and I have saved a few people in return. I hope. I understand the poem. Hard to walk the straight lines. Sometime we need a gentle voice and a helping hand. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

Posted 6 Years Ago


Ashley White

6 Years Ago

You understood the poem perfectly :)
Whenever were really feeling broken, nobody is there to catch us as we fall... I have been there many times in the past... It seems like rainy nights get the best of us, when we are down and out... A Razor seems so easy to pick up... It seems so easy to just pull it across the flesh... It was my drug for a long time... I started cutting myself after awhile just for the rush instead of emotional breakdown... Depression is a nightmare...

Posted 6 Years Ago


Ashley White

6 Years Ago

Your so right and it hurts so bad when your begging someone for help and they still deny you....
Stevo The POE-t

6 Years Ago

I know that feeling all too well girl
Ashley White

6 Years Ago

As do I...and it's sad when you become "used" to it
Your White Knight did come...and it made the difference too.

Posted 6 Years Ago


Ashley White

6 Years Ago

yes it is especially when your lied to and abused for so long
Chris

6 Years Ago

but you found a heart after all... and he found you too
Ashley White

6 Years Ago

Yes we did and I am happy

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Added on April 14, 2014
Last Updated on April 14, 2014
Tags: help, need, me, pain, hurt, cut, razor, rain, lullabye

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Ashley White
Ashley White

TN



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Hey Y'all my name is Ashley! My friends call me Ash, my baby calls me his Queen, and my riding buddies call me Little Arizona!! How y'all doin'?! Haha anyway I am who I am and I won't change. I'm a.. more..

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