Away

Sometimes running away seems to be the only way to heal...

Ups and downs, disappointments, dreams shattered

Consuming bad thoughts, destroying what once mattered

To anyone, not anyone only just the one

Ignorant to the fact that my heart has gone numb

I'm tired of being a mess

Trying to always make sense

Of people and moments

Explaining the whys and the whens

A constant conundrum that makes my head turn

A dizziness, solitude no one should deserve

Tortured my whispers end up in a scream

I want to break everything, break loose, break free

Let go of my mind and all that I feel

If only I could wake up to find out this ain't real 

I can't stop to ponder the point of this mess

Feelings don't matter when fall in dead hands

Hands that don't care to keep them intact

Preserve them, protect them, make them still stand

For feelings to matter they need to belong

That's just the way to make them stay strong 

Stray feelings hurt and lead one to break

Every minute insufferable to lie awake

Feelings ignored fall hard against the wall

It makes my heart crush, I can feel the fall

I am going so crazy these voices don't kill

They drive me insane and make me bleed in

So make it just stop

Please take them away

Pull out everything that's making me care

Make me feel nothing leave nothing inside

Just take it all out of me throw it behind

There's no way I can find out my way to escape

Cause everything everyone reminds of his face

His voice and his laughter haunts every thought

His smile makes my eyes water, nothing can stop

One time you told me you might go away

Leave everything everyone and find a new way

Dubai, the US wherever on earth

And I was the first person you thought to take with

Cause you said this place is haunting, disturbing

And that's what prevents you from living unworried

Cause right here and there is where it all happened

Bad choices, incidents too many to gather

So if that still stands, don't care though just do it

I ask that you take me with you and go through it

Leave everything everyone and all behind

Make a new start, just us you and I...