A List Of Things I Miss

A list of what I miss:
Sleeping next to someone
beer
smoking pot
kissing
smiling
sunshine
bath tubs
my loofah
making love
f*****g
sleeping well
full moons
water
swimming
records and record players
singing
tuba
Ferlinghetti
mushrooms
cheep cigarettes
warm socks
knitting
brass ensembles
my n****e piercings
being able to afford tattoos
being able to afford anything
makeup (only sometimes)
good coffee
making good coffee
mate lattes
portland
mendon ponds
feeling strong and beautiful all the time
Colorado sky
Colorado mountains
Colorado
Dogs
Horses
spooning
writing amazing things
writing how i feel
writing shocking things
writing s****y things
being free
being inspired
being ok