Love and pain

Love was found, but then gone in a flash

Left me alone, depressed, hopeless, and smashed

Hearing the sound of your voice echos through the glass

Of my dreams each night, still you have your grasp

I wish you could feel like I do, but you only replayed my past

This pain hurts so f*****g bad I feel like I'm going to collapse 

Numb on the inside is what I know and feel, outside is just an act.

This torments my brain as I think of the past, reminding me that

We were so damn close, even walked along the same path

My daily needed dose of emotion when you left it subtract  

I never had felt love like this before, that had this kind of grasp 

Left me dead to myself, stuck feeling like I'm trapped

I rarely speak now even writing this, I don't feel attached

To this world anymore, knowing I haven't a way to come back 

Slaving away only to make the money stack for what I don't know

It wont bring me what I once knew, crashing hard these past few weeks

Found that nothing can keep your choice from tormenting my sleep

But I just need to move on, but I wander in the dark.

Hoping to either finally find a light or maybe, love's second spark...