I can't feel

What is the difference between real and delusion

I long to feel emotion hoping for a realization 

Drugs and alcohol with or without I see things the same

Stuck in this rut out of luck, no one to help me lift the shame

I hate who I am yet somehow wonder what I could attain 

My powerhouse of knowledge all locked inside of this brain

Each day I grow and I know that soon there will be a change

Even though I still to this day can only find myself to blame

I miss each and everyone of you who seemed to die in vain

I guess you could say I'm lost at the cost of staying sane

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

A splendid read and write...Bravo.....................

[Azure Montessa (Blue)]

"I'm lost at the cost of staying sane." I like this. ;)