Memory Defeat

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Happiness calling

Laughing in my head

Random delusions

Have left me for dead

Horrible nightmares

In my mind

Long to cease

Losing touch

To reality.

Haning by a thread

It's easy to tell

I want to give up

Like a turtle

On its shell

I kick and I scream

But they no longer sound alike

Some how I went

From longing

To fright.

Holding onto everything

I once held dear

Just like a monster

My subconscous is blank

Hearing your voice

Forgetting your name

Endless battles

I fight to stay sane

I lost you

But I am to blame.

With each growing second

My mind becomes weak

Longing to run

Hide in my sleep

No longer safe

My heart is torn

I'm left in a mess

Laying on the floor.

My tears are flooding

Like blood from my wrist it flows

This is who I am

Dispite all my foes.

I've become a demon

In this godless world

Forever alone

My thoughts in a whirl.

 

Author's Note

Not very good, but once again my emotions are taking over me. I can't tell which way I am going and honestly at this point I have stopped caring. I embrace my fate and pray I die but isn't it funny. It's all part of life.

Reviews

[Poe Redd]

"Happiness calling, laughing in my head." Each word clung to me and I loved it.

[VelvetRosetta]

Always good to write out emotions and feelings...Never stop caring and use writing to organize your thoughts. The saddest of emotions can create beauty. Odd but true. Its what we live through and go through that mold us...

[Lily Mae]

I loved the way you used the turtle in the shell...it allowed me to feel that struggle and desperation.. well done..x

[i-love-you-boo♥]

Its good not your best but still good keep up the good work=)