Depression holds me down

This is a poem I wrote for my brother. So he could win back his ex girlfriend. Who he cheated on. (I wrote this on valentine's day)

I regret not picking up that bleach
Gave up my body and bed
Missing you hurts like the scars on my wrist
Don’t go you said you wouldn't 


Depression holds me down
I think of our time together and why it faded
Because I let her get in the way
Will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?


I always hear people say 

"It stings a bit" when you lose 
I think about the scars in my 
If i'm to apologize, where do I start?


Depression holds me down
I think of our time together is it fading 
Because I let her get away
Will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?

Author's Note

Please don't laugh at how emo it sounds😳. My brother made me do it. So he could win his ex girlfriends heart back.