The Suicide Note

This is the suicide note of a girl who is desperate, but still trying to find some hope.

If I were to kill myself tonight, nobody would give a s**t. I haven’t been here long, but I know life is bad. I haven’t made an impact on anyone’s life. And I haven’t done something huge that people would remember me for. Nobody knows me. Nobody cares. If I were to kill myself tonight I’d doubt anyone would notice. There’s no one that cares enough to say, “Please don’t”. There’s no one that genuinely cares. People can cry about it, but nobody’s tears will be true. Grief is natural, but that’s all to it. If I were to kill myself tonight everyone would forget my name the next week. I’m not the most popular, I’m not the most achieved or the smartest or even the prettiest. If I were to kill myself tonight, there would be nobody to stop me. There will be no one to tell me things will be okay, somebody that’ll actually mean it. If I were to kill myself, the world will continue to spin. Cars will be driving, dogs will keep barking and people will keep smiling. But, I won’t kill myself, not tonight. I’m still hoping for that person who’ll stop me and tell me, “You’re not alone.” 

Author's Note

Do not take this serious. It's just a writing.

Reviews

[Pax]

I could never say Life sucks, but I could say ‘My life’ sucks. Because I believed life doesn’t suck badly, it is you or us or as some say OUR BIG EGO says so… Perhaps our life sucks because we as humans make bad choices, and in direct result, our life becomes miserable if we do think about our problem too much to become a burden. Life can only suck if you think it is, but in reality life is fair and balance, even though again, we say life is too unfair…Perhaps indeed our ego, takes part of our dummy reasoning. Reasons on which are farfetched, selfish and unreasonable at times.

SO with that take a choice, go leap beyond our choosen boundaries, explore many that haven't been explored... there will always be more to life than what we see...

keep on writing those, negativity, writing has or always have this healing effect on us...
keep writing...

[Hope]

well...if these are random thoughts..let them remain random THOUGHTS ! nt ACTION :( Please dont do any such stuff...even if you think no one cares..people do..ur parents do..ur siblings do..and if u still think no one does atleast wait for the person who would care to come in ur life..just wait..Keep calm and love yourself...if you dont love yourself how can you expect someone to?????

[_Bella_]

Thank you. It's random thoughts. I'm not going to kill myself. This note is like a cry for help, not personally me, but in a way a reflection on what the person is feeling and finally changing views and seeings things a bit different.

[Hope]

So now....ur fine..right? :) Good to hear that ! I CARE FOR YOU :D

[_Bella_]

Oh I'm fine. Honestly this is just something that I wrote out of the blue. Thank you for your concern though.

[Hope]

I'm not the prettiest in my class, not the smartest and of course not the most popular..but i know i'm unique ! I dont care what the world thinks about me..i really dont..and even you shouldnt ! Only cowards think of doing such sort of stupid stuff ..MAKE the life you WANT to live ! Never cry about wats the way it is..because it never will help u...