Tearful Feelings

Just experiencing something new

I see where you are
Shining like a star.
I dont know what to do.
My heart still belongs to you.
Every day I pray
For these feelings to go away.
But all the time I stay
Trapped in disarray .
I don't know what to do.
My dream wont come true.
Instead here I stay
Wondering how to get away.
I pray for salvation
From this starvation.
But He doesnt guide me
So here you are beside me.
I hope that one day
I can stay,
A beautifully blossomed rose
From my head to my toes.
Instead of a withered husk
When it's just the two of us.