Me part I

A Story by bianca

Here is something about me...

We are pawns on the chessboard, and other people make our moves, forcing us to make mistakes that can shape or destroy us. We never understood why some feel the need to control ourselves, to think for us when we want to expose our talents, our little secrets.

And I was like that a long time ago. I let myself be controlled by the people I knew, listening to their advice or rather the orders. They made me think like them too, getting into the lies they told to me so easily. I believed them until life gave me a strong blow, which shook me from all sides.

I pretended to listen to their words, but in my thoughts, I cursed them because they kept controlling me. Maturity may not have taken root in me because I am quite young, but as a child, I understood things from a different perspective than my age. I can't say I had a wonderful childhood, but since I started to change my character, people have seen me differently.

You must not be inferior to someone because you are your only support at all times, even when the world turns you upside down. I understand the feeling, I suffered enormously and I spent whole nights crying thinking about how bad I was to trust certain people or rather close friends.

Maybe that was when I started writing, channeling myself into lyrics and chapters that I wrote when I felt the need to escape from the horrible world I lived in. I know that you, my dear readers, have been like me from a sentimental point of view, so I understand you. I love you all and thank you for your support. Kiss u all!