Nothing

Multiple times ive sat at this desk
So much on my mind just trying to rest
A torent of thoughts in my head
But when i try nothing comes out instead

Im at a loss for words you see
My thoughts should just let me be
Cant seem to make my mind blank
Im at my limit about to break

Sleeping used to come so naturally
Now i just lay here wishing to be free
So frustrating this new reality
Only wanted to be happy

Now look at what is done
Everything feels as if its gone
Bet it all that there was something
Now im here turning to nothing