When I Am There

Just sleep deprivation and thinking in my mind.

Will you meet me and hold your passion?

Hold true to words in trusts fashion...

Will you think I am to old to hold true

Leave without words, sad and being blue

Will you hold me tight like you say

Or push suddenly cold away

Will you smile out of feelings strong

Or make an excuse to say so long

Have I just planted a image of love inside

Instead of love true in your hearts reside

Will it be just a moment of time to be

Or sudden escape running you flee

I'm facing my skeletons of my past life

Of all who have left me causing my strife

The war of words versus true feelings

Seemingly not the real dealings

Know its not you my valued reader

Its depression and the low order feeder

That people didn't hold my heart dear

They just left me standing quickly in fear

Reviews

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I suffer from anxiety once in a while and I hate it. The journey of love is never predictable. I've seen people with millions of dollars ruined by a bad relationship. Can we trust who we're with in the beginning of a romantic start? Hard to say. Depression controls the mind and leaves us unstable in our self talk. As they say, its complicated. I haven't figured it out yet.

[Bohrium Guy]

I don't think anyone can figure it out. Just time and a prayer... Thanks for the review!