Unwanted

lost in a trance,

in the darkness.

for a moment,

life doesn’t exist.

I lost myself, when

I lost my hope for you.

If a car was coming,

driving full speed,

would i run?Hide? cry?

No, I’d take the plunge.

let the darkness take me.

I’m so far gone,

am i even myself anymore?

My friends still see hope?

funny how life works.

life is darkness.

I’ll let the darkness take me over.

I wish I could stay,

hope for the light,

but the darkness is home at night.

It surfaces during the day,

&stays for a while.

an unwanted guest…

when will you leave?

Do as you please,

someday the darkness will just engulf me.

Reviews

[Wolfwind]

A powerful train of thought you poured out here. It brings to mind something that a wise old man spoke of. "For every ray of light, there is also a shadow of darkness. Neither can exist without the other. Where one stands within the balance of those two, is a personal choice for know one else to alter. They most choose to make any changes in their placement upon the scales."

A very honest aspect of life. =)
Aaron

[BryanaBear]

I was definitely going threw a tough time when I wrote this one, that quote makes a lot of sense to me. Thank you!