If I could say one thing...

If I could say this all to you,
Id say it with my heart.
With tears on my face,
and sadness in my heart, Id let you know this was hard.

Id tell you how, I dont feel like me,
like each day is the same, and Im never changing.
LIke sorrow is choking, holding me back.
Like my heart is broken, and it just keeps breaking

If I could tell you all the things,
that spin inside my mind.
Id tell you that I was angry,
that I want to scream and cry and fall into your arms.

Id say that I was broken and bruised,
that my life will never be whole.
Im forever a mess, a tower a lies overshadows me.

If I could say anything more,
it would be that Im terrified of myself.
Im scared of the darkness, and scared to be alone.
All I want is you.