Death and Rebirth 180 360

There are times when you wonder

will there be a new tomorrow

when all you have for comfort 

are your pains and sorrow

foggy clouds 

arresting my being 

mind small 

eyes wide shut 

like being on drugs 

cant get out the cuboard

long days 

longer nights 

too much sleep 

little insight

painful losses 

shameful crimes 

dening the 

little girl who hides

inside

frustrating game 

feeling insane 

fragmented 

seperated 

feeling the shame

people come around 

still feel alone 

dreams all confusing 

dont wanna write prose 

eyes rising up 

deep breathing to my tummy 

trying to catch a glimpse 

of light on the horizan 

knowing my inner work

and all this soul serching 

will come back to me

deep in my heart 

sunny again 

watching the pain pass

healing in the game 

gotta go back 

to the time of conception 

heal the trauma of mothers choices 

stress in the birth 

no love 

just seperation 

gotta rebirth the soul 

dig deep and jump 

take off the masks 

watch me grasp and choke 

on my knees in the dark 

no mothers light guiding me 

 oh what a journey 

 the angels are kind to me 

slowley slowley 

she rises 

she rises 

eyes looking up 

no need to catch the fall 

the light it is a coming 

she knows deep inside 

her fortunes are changing 

the waiting has not 

been in vain 

she digs deep to stand tall 

she may seems crazy 

but this wild lady has it all 

the lights 

the lights 

they gave them to her 

and she is not poor 

the hooker is no fool 

the wisdom 

is in the Fallllll..........